Saturn Return AKA Cat's Eulogy

As part of my Spiritual Director program we were tasked with writing and presenting our own eulogies... I wrote this from the perspective of what I would want my daughter to know about the world, if I wasn't around to tell her myself. <3

As part of my Spiritual Director program we were tasked with writing and presenting our own eulogies... I wrote this from the perspective of what I would want my daughter to know about the world, if I wasn't around to tell her myself. <3

Part I : I’ve had a lot of time to think about what I have done.

The right attitude, 
compassion, genius, 
goes way beyond facing yourself, beyond survival.
Free your mind. 
Chance. 
Be inspired Pure Heart.

The power of loving kindness. 
The power of inner integrity. 
The power of youthful spirit. 
The power of communications. 
The power of crossroad miracles. 
The power of sensitivity. 
The power of beyond. 

Keep it alive.

Times are changing. Embracing. 

The opportunity of finding her own voice. 
The opportunity of finding her own song. 
The opportunity of love in all. 
The opportunity of ascendence, a celebration of love. 
Definitely a blessing. 

The strength of a big dream. 
Big growth. 
Big surrender. 

Surrender.

Cosmic connection. It’s up to me to start living.
Transform health and wellness (mind, body, soul). 
Peacemakers. Learn, speak, live. 
The inspiration is you. 
Inform, educate, motivate. Refresh, relax, rejuvenate. 

Life and death in every moment. 
Happiness. Awakened life. 
Time well spent. Sacred journeys.

All you have to do is live. It’s easy.
Truth is, in the end, there will be only I love you.


Part II : Wound Song

I have learned the following:
Its not always wise to speak the truth at the moment when you know your audience heart is closed. Patience. 
Be the thing you need. Be what you wish to see in the world. Be your own saviour. 
Living your life in a spiritual way will make people notice you. Be aware of the message you are sending. 
Walk in peace, be prepared to defend it if necessary. Pray it is never necessary.
Be good to yourself. Come home/check-in. 
Know your limitations, accept them as reality, challenge them to find a new reality. 
Accept help when needed. 
Love honestly.
If you listen, there will be wonderful stories. 
Hope. 
Respect. 
Thank your water. 
Feel the fear and fucking do it anyways.

Part III: Love and Gratitude in the face of.... Life, the Universe and Everything.

I am greatful for these rare and brief moments of chaos and confusion. Then by simply surviving them, are transformed to true sources of power.
I am greatful for my wound which taught me compassion and how to be a great healer. 
I am greatful to be surrounded by people who nurture Soul. 
I am a greatful, joyous, lucky, loving, peaceful, playful, whole and healing Soul. 

I love you Bean!

Love is a Virus, let it infect everyone you meet.

*Satyagraha is a synthesis of the Sanskrit words Satya (meaning "truth") and Agraha ("insistence", or "holding firmly to") Satyagraha is also termed a “universal force,” as it essentially “makes no distinction between kinsmen and strangers, young and old, man and woman, friend and foe. ~ Gandhi